May 13
Got It Made
Welp, I didn’t die. I actually did survive the weekend, and the wrath of Mother’s Day. I wish I had more to write about, but sadly, my life is that dull. I could bore you with the ranting of work, but I’ll spare you the details. Let’s just say it’s safe to say that I have never worked so hard in my life, nor have I ever dealt with so much stress. I guess you can say I pushed myself further than I had expected ever to be pushed, and luckily I didn’t drown. Hopefully I didn’t do too much damage, either.
Wow, that sounds so cryptic. I’m sorry… I just don’t have the energy to really get into it all, and let’s be honest… Do you really want to listen to it? I didn’t think so.
I have a full day off tomorrow, and I plan on doing a whole lot of nothing. Maybe I’ll get creative and play around with some designs. Or maybe I’ll go to the mall and buy myself a nice pair of jeans. Or maybe I’ll sleep late and fold laundry. There are just so many options and I’m just sofuckinghappy I have a day OFF.
I wish this numbing pain between my shoulder blades would go away. I also wish that I had better aim with this sore throat spray, because I have managed to make my lips feel like dead fish, and I can still feel the damn sore in my mouth.
Maybe I’m in need of some tea.
4 commentsMay 10
Over & Done
When this day is over and done with, I am making a vow to sleep for three whole days.
You and I both know this will never happen, considering I only get one day off (Sunday), where I’m scheduled to appear at my grandmother’s for a lunch-type-party. Sigh. You don’t know how tempting it is to just tell them I’m not going to be able to make it and stay in bed all day. Right now, I think that’s all I’m able to do.
I am so stressed and tired right now I don’t even feel like I can function right. Even my dreams are stressful. I need to get awayyyy.
Please let’s hope that these whiny posts will be short lived. Please.
7 commentsMay 8
Seperation
I need to find a way to keep my stress out of my home life. When I get home at the end of the day, I need to be able to just relax and not think. Last night I woke up at 3am and couldn’t go back to sleep, because as soon as I was awake enough to pee, I was awake enough to start stressing and worrying about the million and four things running through my head.
For my own safety, this has got to change. Seriously.
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